Tuesday, December 4, 2012

A dream


B,

Just had an intriguing dream( provocative) this morning that my subconscious mind is guiding me to find more resources on problem solving.

Main Background of the dream:
The introduction section of Hypnosis course 
The film " LIFE OF PI"
Your recent ideas on your future

Learning from the above events:
1
The most essential part of NLP and its key part - Hypnosis and meditation is it facilitate us to know what human brain is doing to project so many their own realities and imaginations ( good and bad) and who we are, and why we behave and response so differently - everyone is unique but there are still many things in common; how we can make less mistake by reflection and achieving our goal much more easier /effortless by applying our most important resources - SUBCONSCIOUS MIND. probably more than half of people waste it. That makes them so poor in spiritual aspect especially.
2
Hypnosis is an advanced channel for us to connect with our spiritual world - subconscious mind and the physical world our natural part the body. In trance conditions, we can communicate with them well as they are totally naked, opening door for us to talk heart to heart. They are full of so called useful imaginations, hidden wisdom and caring, protective advices for us to digest, choose or judge, adjust. But if we don't know how to comprehend it, we may be controlled by our emotion. Turn his hidden kindness to outside life - our evil behavior.
3
Everyone has a Bangladeshi tiger in our subconscious mind, no matter knowing or not, accepting or denying. Don't let it control our mind. It can kill us.
But if we want to survive, we get to learn how to communicate with him and turn his evil energy to kindness and compassion, courage and constructive power.
4

Pi says at he end: "人生是无数的放下,遗憾的是我没有好好的道别". What I understand is Life is full of "let it go" and then move forward. But why regretting? It is probably because we don't have done proper reflection and we don't learn from lessons. "Let it go" is good, but the thing is we should not repeat mistakes. Ultimately, we have not really let it go and not accept the facts either. Life is going on but we are human, not animal, we get to fully use the "best trials and mistakes".

With the above ideas in my brain, I fell asleep and started the following vivid dream:

A boy calls me outside of a door and rings the door bell suddenly. I open the door in a hurry and find a pile of stuff on the ground, a five or six year-old boy and Luisa, our ex-helper rushing into the flat. The boy is not as handsome as Eugene at his similar age but very cute, holding a much heavier bag, heavier than his own weight probably. I am happy to see he is growing up and doesn't want other to carry his things!? I am grateful to see his graduation from a boarding school ( a kindergarten). The boy doesn't speak anything but rushes to the balcony fence wall ( a big sea view in front of us) and sit on it and later lie on it, relaxed. ( Pi and his girl friend do this on the seashore) It is crazy. But I can't speak despite that I am anxious.

Just before his fall into sleep and dropping down to the ground from 20th or more higher roof, he turns back and jumps down to the floor, smiling as nothing happens - like me, every time when I am going to fall from the edge of the bed, I can awake myself from my dreams and sleep back to the center part of the bed.

The dreams have so many metaphors. 华山博士说过: In our dreams, anyone or anything can be yourself. a shadow or image of yourself, a projection of yourself. Really or imagination mixed up. So mysterious and profound. ( What I think is whether it is reality and imagination is not important. The importance is its impact, our response and consequence)

I was moved by my dreams many times in my life. They always protect me, open up my views, help me and guide me. Thank you - my subconsciousness.

This dream is so timely to me, conveying so many massages I need to digest. But one thing I immediately realized is I need to trust my boy - he is so green like me on the first day from Polytechnic to the society but he will manage himself well. ( I knew I was so green but I was eager at that time to learn from anyone at that time and I was so happy almost all people around helped me). 

So will be my son.

The Boy is like my young aged Dong Dong and she grows up afterwards via endless trials and errors. The thankful thing is she has been always curious, she is open-minded and humble to learn from others' and own experiences, bad or nice, although she is still green and young in any new phase of her life.

Curiosity, open mind attitude, audacity and never losing hope. Pi's life conveys this message, I believe in this.

Mom

5-12-2012

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